Fast Five with Poet Gagan Gandhi on What Inspires Him to Write

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Gagan Gandhi is a Toronto-based aspiring poet, his work is primarily featured on Instagram, where you’ll find his insightful words handwritten on a white-lined page. Here’s what we found out about the man that “creates magic with words.”

1. How did you get into poetry?

“Originally I started off freelancing for various sports websites and blogs,” Gandhi said. “I gained a bit of a following, writing the occasional article but I sort of lost interest in that after a while. So, I started dabbling in poetry, writing on my own, for myself.”

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2. What inspires you to write? 

“Everything,” he said.

“Inspiration is everywhere, I feel you just have to open your eyes. Mostly, I write about encounters that I’ve had with people,” Gandhi added. “I’m blessed to have many beautiful souls in my life, and that sort of inspires me to continue writing. A lot of people say they enjoy my work so that always pushes you to continue too.”

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3. Where do you like to write, what does your workspace and process look like?

“This is going to sound funny but I like to write in my closet, don’t worry, it’s a walk-in. I’m 6’4 and I sit cross-legged in my closet and sort of put something together,” he admitted.

“I’ve never told anyone that, but that’s pretty much my space. Whenever I feel like I have an idea or a few lines in my head, I type it out in the notes app on my phone and then go back to it at a later time or date,” Gandhi said. “Sometimes I have these random thoughts/ideas first thing in the morning or throughout the day, so it’s important for me to not forget them or I get frustrated with myself. There have been times where I don’t go back to those thoughts for months at a time.

Generally, I add on to the original couple lines or I look through my notes and put something together,” he continued. “I really believe you can’t force pen to paper, so whenever it happens it happens. I also don’t put it down on paper are until I feel the poem is complete.”

Time shall tell. #ggwrites

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4. What was your biggest barrier, was there anything you felt you had to overcome to be present in this space?

“Probably posting my poetry online for the first time. It was nerve-racking to know that people I actually knew, more than strangers, would be reading them. I didn’t want to be judged as most of my poems are about love, people tend to look at you a different way and sort of bill you as overly sensitive, which isn’t the case,” Gandhi said. “But after I posted my first couple poems on my personal account on Instagram a few years ago I received such great feedback from most people (I think the first one I ever posted is probably still one of my faves), that I continued to do it and eventually that lead to me creating a separate account for just my poetry.”

Even after all this time. #ggwrites

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5. What do you see yourself doing with your poetry going forward?

“I want to eventually come out with a book. It’s just super difficult finding a publisher, so I might self-publish. My goal is to come out with one next year, but I’m not going to force it either,” he said. “Until then, I’m just going to continue to write and post poems online for a hopefully growing number of people to see. I mean, you never know sometimes all it takes is one break, one person to see and believe in your work. I believe the universe works in mysterious ways, so I’m sort of just going with the flow until it happens.”

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Keeping our Friendships Strong as we Get Older

I organize play dates for my children. They’re friendships remind me of when I was younger when Fridays were consistently set aside for my friends. Now, it seems play is indeed meant for childhood and work is for aging adults. We often can’t find time for ourselves, let alone our friends, who are busy working mothers like ourselves. Or we moved into unreachable corners of this globe, far away from any means of physical communication. It’s fair to say, it’s hard to stay close to friends like when we were in college. Nowadays, it’s easier to travel, but more difficult to bond with others. “My Friend” asserts that we should not end let our friendships fall by the wayside. Even with physical distance and conflicting schedules, we keep our friendships close with kind words on phone calls, regular FaceTime calls, or even encouraging social media comments. Friendship doesn’t end once we become adults.

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My Friend

The turbulent sea of a ticking clock,
A constant chime of chores
Unfolded laundry, unpaid bills.
For unplanned surprises, Life’s infinite stores

An achy neck, a heavy head,
A forever strong of burdens
Fleeting as they may be
Yet as real as my scribbling pens

In this world of lonely battles
Filled with competing souls
It’s you, my friend
Your comforting words, long strolls

Your phone calls, your laughter,
You listening when I’m remiss,
Your steady support,
The source of all my bliss.

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The Poetry Film Breaking Genres and National Borders

“After so Long” is a poetry film created for Simha’s EP, which is streaming on Spotify, Apple Music and Amazon Music. The poem was collaboratively written by Simha, a U.S. native, and Jae, who is based in India, during the 2020 lockdown. “After so Long” was recited by Simha and their parents. In 2022, I directed and produced the film through my studio, Star Hopper. “After so Long” premiered on Nowness Asia in March 2022.

This film is a worldwide collaboration among trans and queer south-Asian artists from the United States, India and Canada. It was recorded, shot and filmed during the lockdown of 2020 and 2021.

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After So Long (English Translation)

Jae:
Awake at 10 am but out of bed at noon,
I want to be here where I lose myself in these sheets
Glancing through half-shut eyes
At the gold pressing past my window
The glimmer remarks on the ledge of my bed
But the voices are so loud
Like dust collecting in the corner of my room
I am unaware to why I’m still here
With the chilling doubt of the breeze…
I’m swept into lucidity After so long

Dad:
Mil rahi hoon mein aaj iske saang barso baad,
(Today, I’ll be meeting them after so long)
Koi paata nahi diya tune
(But with no destination sight,)
Kya karu?
(What should I do?)
Kaha jau?
(Where should I go?)
Shayad agar mein chalne lagoon,
(Perhaps, if I keep walking)
Inn yaadon ki safar mein
(Down this road of memories)
Mujhe samajh mein ayega,
(I will find out)
Yeh rasta kahaan jayega,
(Where this road leads)
Inn aari tedhi pakadandiyon pe baarte hi jaana hai,
(Through the twists and turns of this winding roads, I must keep going on)
Mujhe mil na hain aaj uske saath,
(I wish to meet them today)
Barso baad.
(After so long)

Simha:
I feel like I’m retracing my footsteps
From these concrete stretches
To broken cement walls
Chips and cracks forge their way for new designs
I see the old abandoned buildings
That once held the warmth of bodies
Now just hold memories
Supporting the nature’s resilience
In vines and moss
After so long

Mom:
Dhoondli shishe mein jaaga leli hai
(These isty mirrors have offered refuge)
Bikhri hui laatao ne,
(To these scattered vines)
Zameen pe uchi ghaas pe
(Amidst the tall grass stretching from the ground)
Lehrati kamsan kaliyaa
(The swaying little buds)
Bheeni bheeni khushboo bikhereti
(Spreading honeysuckle scent through the air)
Phir wahi mausam,
(I lose myself in reminiscing, the same season)
Wahi dil,
(The same heart)
Baarso baad.
(After so long)
Phir bhi mein chal rahi hoon aaj
(Still, I keep carrying on today)
Khudko khudse milane ke liye
(In the pursuit of my higher self)
Inn galiyo se guzarna hain aaj
(I must pass through these streets today)
Chaalte chaale jaana hai aaj
(I must keep going on today)
Kabhi hum milenge kisi mor paar
(Someday, we’ll meet again, somewhere on this road)
barso baad
(After so long)
Kabhi hum milenge kisi mor pe
(Someday, we’ll meet again, somewhere on this road)
barso baad
(After so long)

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Credits

Poem by Simha & Jae
Produced by Star Hopper Studios
Directed by Varsha Panikar
Cinematography and grading by Tanmay Chowdhary
Editing by Asawari Jagushte
Featuring Vaishakh Sudhakaran
Music Production by Simha
Hindi editing by Rama Garimella
Recited by Simha, Rama Garimella, Annaji Garimella
English Translation by Nhylar


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NAKED: The Honest Musings of 2 Brown Women was born in the autumn of 2018, when Mimi Mutesa and Selvi M. Bunce began sharing their poetry collections. It was scary, beautiful, and terrifying when they decided to trust each other with their most intimate thoughts. Not only did they feel relieved after doing so, but Selvi and Mimi also felt more seen as women of color. They embarked on their publication journey, so others may feel as seen as they did on that fateful autumn.

“Ingrown Hair” deals with the themes of societal and family pressures that are reflected throughout NAKED. Mimi and Selvi have always written for themselves. They see poetry as an outlet, and their poems exemplify their personal frustration and vulnerability. “Ingrown Hair” speaks to Selvi’s experience with the societal pressures of South Asian women, such as getting married, being a good wife, becoming a good mother, and leading a certain kind of life.

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Ingrown Hair

There is something strange beneath my skin
telling me to build a house,
make a home,
mother children.
I am not sure how to reconcile it.
My mother was strong
and a mother after all.
My philosophy has been to spend my time
on myself and the world.
I have always thought
I could simply address the thing under my skin
when it finally crawled out.
But when my family starts guessing
who will get married first, and my father
has been saving wedding money for years,
I begin to wonder
if I will have to pluck it out.

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You can purchase your copy of NAKED on Amazon, Barnes & Noble, Waterstones, Bookshop, and The Black Spring Press Group. Follow Selvi on Twitter and Instagram. Don’t forget to check out her project, Brown & Brazen.


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